when I hear people laughing
paranoia: They're laughing at you, all of them. They think you look weird. They think you look awful, like shit. They're laughing at you because you're ugly. They pity you. They're glad they are nothing like you at all, you freak.
i am actually so self-conscious to the point where if someone is looking at me i literally feel like they’re thinking and picking out all of my flaws dear god.
scarsandsuicide: It sucks when you feel so empty and you know no one’s there to even hug you. You question your existence everyday. You’re tired. Tired of everything. You just wanna disappear forever.
scarsandsuicide: I started disliking the words ‘you are not alone I’m with you’ because you know what I am alone, I fucking lay down in my room, all alone with my thoughts so don’t tell me that
iwanttosleepbutihearvoices: i hate how people assume that because you are depressed it automatically means you self harm. it doesn’t work like that. not everyone who is depressed self harms, and other may use another way of coping.
If I’m not any better by May… Then I’ll do it. I’ll put an end to it all.
Everyone treats me like a piece of trash. I feel so insignificant.
Sleeping is nice because youre not actually dead and youre not awake so its a win-win situation
I hurt myself today.
idk why i even bother getting crushes on people because it’s not like i’m gonna end up dating them anyway so like it’s such a waste of feelings